Sick

Ugh the past couple of days have been bad. I have been super sick, Dr. wanted me to come in last night to be seen in case of dehydration but I couldn't, my mom and sis thought it was unnecessary and why not wait till this morning. So I am seeing how I feel today and then I will call if I am still getting sick. So far so good. I am impatiently awaiting my next dr appt on Wednesday and dying to know what this baby will be. I have this sinking feeling its a boy. I really would love another girl, but I can handle my first boy I suppose. I know it would make my husband very happy. I on the other hand am not so sure. Oh well I will have 20wks to get use to the idea of a son if I am having one. I am still trying to get some kids to watch in my home starting in June and that is not going as well as I would like. I am hoping more people will be in need once summer starts.

New Baby

So wow I have not blogged in idk forever? So I am starting a new one about my whole new life. I started blogging about 6yrs ago as a single pregnant woman. I now have a 5yr old little girl and a husband and a new baby on the way. I am 13wks preg due on Halloween. I feel pretty crappy still most of the time. I am adjusting to this crazy role as a wife. We have only been married about 8months and yes this baby is planned. I feel like I have no clue what I am supposed to be writing here. lol.. As a new wifey I still sometimes let my insecurities get the best of me at times, I hate it. I totally hate worrying all the time and freaking out over nothing. I still wonder why in the hell my hubby picked me to get married to but im glad he did. We have been through a lot of crazy things and survived a lot. I think that is what makes it all worth it, maybe im wrong..lol... Oh well off for now..